i still think of you
the way you held me
the way your lips tasted
the feeling of your skin against mine
i miss they way we used to laugh
i miss falling asleep in your arms
i miss kissing you
i miss holding your hand
and seeing you smile
i loved you more
than you did me
i always have
and you proved that to me
i gave you everything i had
and you threw it in the dirt
and when i was small
and helpless
you abandoned me
i want you
to love me
to make me feel wanted
i want to give you
everything you couldn’t give me
because it’s what you deserve
and despite what you did
i’ve never been this hung up
on someone
you still give me butterflies
and i’ve moved on
but you’re still stuck
in my fucking head
why can’t i let you go
v.w
07.10.19