i didn’t realize
i was in love with her
until she started hurting
and it broke me to pieces.
her eyes filled with tears
and i felt every part of me shatter.
her sadness made me want to give her
every sliver of happiness i have.
i want to give her the world.
i want to see her smile
and hear her laugh.
i want to hold her hand
and tell her she’s beautiful.
i want her to show her she’s worth
so much more
than how she feels.
but sexuality is a road block.
for all i know, she doesn’t see me
in the same light i see her.
she is a goddess
and i’m just her best friend.
i guess i’ll just admire her from afar.
until then, i’ll never let her forget
that she’s worth something
and she deserves the world.
v.w.
5.10.19



