my clothes smell like you.
songs remind me of you.
when i can’t sleep at night
all i want
is to wrap my arms around you.
but you’re not here,
and you’re not there.
you’ve moved on
and you’re tired of hearing about it.
my name stings your tongue
and fills you with hatred.
you said you loved me,
but i’m beginning to see
that it was all a lie.
you never wanted me.
you wanted someone to fuck.
and i’m sorry for being brutal
but you fucked me up.
i gave you my whole heart
and in return,
i received nothing.
you never showed affection.
you never said i love you.
you never gave me the time of day
to prove that i was worth something.
and i want you to know
that now that you’re gone,
i will be too.
but much farther away.
ill be sitting among the nymphs,
watching you,
protecting you.
because even though
you wasted months of my life,
i loved you
and i would never
wish harm upon you.
i hope you’re happier now,
because i know
that soon enough,
i’ll be happier too.
v.w.
4.19.19
